Its hard to say goodbye

The thought of travelling to the airport with a trunk full of luggage makes me solemn and sad.
Following the arrows showing 'departure', pulling up in front of the automatic glass doors, getting a trolley to unload the luggages and slowly pushing the trolley to the check-in counter. Get your boarding pass, walk past the McDonalds on your right. "Goodbye. Take care." Walk pass the officers and there's the escalator down towards imigression. Many turn back to wave, but I still remember walking straight without turning back. Tears fill my eyes, as I blink to stop it from falling. As I pass the imigression, I force myself to take a last look at my parents still standing up there. Mum's teary... I can't look any more, I'll start crying.
Goodbye's are always so sad. I made sure none of my friends were there to see me off. Coz with so many people there, by the time you've hugged the 5th person, you cant hold back your tears any longer.

Joram's leaving in a few hours. I didnt meet up with him although I said I would. I'm feeling bad...