Where do I go?

Hi blog...its been long.

I've attended youth group and cell for the pass two weeks. All praise to God. It has been somewhat great as there isn't much problems with my dad. In fact, so far there isnt any. And so all the problems I've been anticipating...God really opened the way for me.

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm going for that particular youth just because. It seems like the only door open, but is it only coz I've not been seeking enough? Am I still taking the easy way out? Or am I meant to be put there? I'm quite at peace with where I am...but is it only coz that is where my human flesh wants to be?? Where do you want me, Lord...where??
Before I came back, I was thinking..."As long as its church, and somewhere where I can fellowship and find support, anywhere is fine." But now, I start to think whether the 'anywhere' is what is best. Is this the best??

Honestly, it is hard fitting in into a new cell group. Its much different from The SuperCoolPeople cell but nevertheless its soil where I can grow.

I guess I just have to thank God for all He has given me, and just continue to seek Him. Maybe I shouldnt think so much as for where I should go and just trust that He would open the right doors for me.

*Feedback would much be appreciated*