Rebelious

Yup, I feel like i'm thirteen again. Just want to rebel, so I can prove that you're so right.
So right now, I just want to pull a long face and be anti-social. I just wanna be a slob and lazy. I just wanna starve myself so I'll be aneorexic thin. Then maybe you'll really hate me...and I'll congratulate you for getting it right.

I dont wanna hate you...I dont wanna be bitter. So please, please dont hate me. Please please stop ruining it for me. Please stop judging me. Because the more I think about the words you say, the more angry i become. The more bitter i become.

I'm thinking of just getting out of your way, so you wont have to judge me anymore. And so I wont have to be compared with some church girl.

I'm me. Will always be me.
Not a cheerful, big sized girl who knows how to play badminton.