Silence

Hello hello...

Pardon me for the long silence. I just didnt really have the 'extra' and free time to sit down and write.
Things have been going well, dont really feel like explaining a great deal...but aint got to worry about me.
Was just having an insticnt this morning, and I confirmed that it was true. And coz of that, I'm up pretty early though I slept really late last night.
The same problem I knew a year ago, I thought I had overcome, is still haunting me. Sometimes it just get frustrating when I pray and pray about something, and then I think that everything is okay, but then suddenly I just realize that its all the same. Which makes me re-think again about the same question that kept popping up in my head when things went bumpy.
I doubt...
Is it me??? If it is, whats wrong with me???
Btw, I'm contemplating on closing down this blog, as I feel like I cant be fully transparent in everything I say. I guess I'm getting lots of readers, and sometimes I dont feel comfortable sharing my feelings with people I dont know..?

Its my third week home...maybe I should start finding a job...