Emotional
I had been extremely emotional yesterday and today. As a result, I woke up looking like a goldfish. And yea, I blammed it all on my flu, exam stress and staying up late to study, when the truth was that I didn't touch any books/notes or do ANY work yesterday.
But seems like things have been cleared up now. Thank you God for peace and comfort. And though the choice that seems 'correct' is not what I would personally want to do, I do have peace with it now. But then again, I'm so prone to emotional mood swings that anything might just make me upset and I'll lose the moment of peace and serenity.
How true it is, that when we're faced with times of trouble, all we need to do is just sing our hearts out to God, and praise Him, instead of mourning by ourselves. Honestly, I didn't feel like going to church this morning, with the excuse that I was tired coz I didn't sleep well last night. What a stupid excuse huh...but deep down, I knew I needed encouters with God, I just needed God so badly. And truly, He didnt fail me. Message was great.
Let God's pure love cast away all your fears.
So true but yet I so often forget...
Oh yea, during worship, (cant remember what song) suddenly I heard some guys voice singing super loud, as in his voice was drowning mine, coz I could hear his voice much louder than my own, coming from the back. Okay la, luckily it wasnt out of tune la. Anyway, coz his voice was so loud, the lyrics of the song was so so clear to me, and it just was such an encouragement.
I live for You
I place no one above You,
To walk with You
Always, always
To talk with You
And feel Your breath on my face
How amazing
How amazing You are
Anyway, guess who was the one singing soooooooo loudly!
WEI LIANG! Nothing bad la...good to sing out loud! :D
And so it was more goodbye's after church. Which added the extra emotional bit. Sad to know that it will be a really really long time till I meet some of them again.
I really wonder when the will it be the next time that I get to go to church. Lord, please open doors for me....
But seems like things have been cleared up now. Thank you God for peace and comfort. And though the choice that seems 'correct' is not what I would personally want to do, I do have peace with it now. But then again, I'm so prone to emotional mood swings that anything might just make me upset and I'll lose the moment of peace and serenity.
How true it is, that when we're faced with times of trouble, all we need to do is just sing our hearts out to God, and praise Him, instead of mourning by ourselves. Honestly, I didn't feel like going to church this morning, with the excuse that I was tired coz I didn't sleep well last night. What a stupid excuse huh...but deep down, I knew I needed encouters with God, I just needed God so badly. And truly, He didnt fail me. Message was great.
Let God's pure love cast away all your fears.
So true but yet I so often forget...
Oh yea, during worship, (cant remember what song) suddenly I heard some guys voice singing super loud, as in his voice was drowning mine, coz I could hear his voice much louder than my own, coming from the back. Okay la, luckily it wasnt out of tune la. Anyway, coz his voice was so loud, the lyrics of the song was so so clear to me, and it just was such an encouragement.
I live for You
I place no one above You,
To walk with You
Always, always
To talk with You
And feel Your breath on my face
How amazing
How amazing You are
Anyway, guess who was the one singing soooooooo loudly!
WEI LIANG! Nothing bad la...good to sing out loud! :D
And so it was more goodbye's after church. Which added the extra emotional bit. Sad to know that it will be a really really long time till I meet some of them again.
I really wonder when the will it be the next time that I get to go to church. Lord, please open doors for me....
lynn blogged @ 23:00
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