My daddy!

Forgot to mention...

I had my MSN nick as "Lord, I surrender" last night. And, my dad came online, and obviously saw that. I was asleep at that time, and so when he messaged, I didnt reply.
Anyway, when i woke up this morning and signed into MSN(somehow, my connection got cut off in the middle of the night), he messaged again.
"Lynn! Lei hark sei ngo la!! Are you ok? Why is your nick like that?"
Translation: "Lynn! You scared me to death!! Are you ok? Why is your nick like that?"

Really, I was scared because I didnt know what he would say about my nick. I was ready to face the questions about "Lord" and was worrying how he would take it. Instead, he was just merely concern about whether I was facing any problem.

Could mean two things...
1) He has accepted it
2) He dosent understand what "Lord, I surrender" means.

I still think of what he'll say or how he'll react. Somehow, he still refuses to accept christianity... Whats it gonna be like when i go back? I would want to go to church...will I be strong enough to say so??

Any consolation, my relationship with my dad has been great these 2 years. There is a change in him, there is a closer bond now. I talk to him about almost everything...but one thing that I darent touch, is still religion...christianity.

Really praying that God will continue to change him... Really praying for his salvation, but things dont seem too optimistic.