Praise to Him

I always have an urge to blog when I'm doing my assignment...Hmmph!! But, why not take a 5 minute break... :)

Bumpy bumpy days. Although I knew that all i had to do was to run to Him lay down my burden at His feet, I didnt. How stupid of me to think that I could handle things by myself. But really, God broke me down until I had to run back to Him. And slowly He's mending me again, to be someone who really trusts Him.

I admit, I still worry about whats going to happen. I still get caught by jealousy. But I do believe that God has shown me a different perspective. I may not know what will happen, but I do know that I always have a place of comfort, and all I need is to run to Him.

Commitment was a word used often these few weeks. I questioned people's commitment in friendships and relationships. It may not relate to you at all, but because the word 'commitment' was in my mind, I suddenly questioned my own commitment to God. As much as I wanted someone to be commited to me, my commitment to God wasnt really all that great. Going to church EVERY Sunday, dosent show how commited I was. I did need a 'wake up call'. Have no idea what to do yet...but will do something.

I'm still not perfect. A lot more to change. I trust I will, by the Power of His love. :)