Another test?

Its so annoying. Just as I find peace, I get provoked again and its just annoying me. I'm like shouting at myself "Lynn! Whats wrong with you! Why cant you overcome it!!"

Just to explain a little bit, I read something, which maybe means nothing, but it made me...ummm, not so easy. Dosent explain a lot huh. Why why why am I like that! Ugh!! Just as I thought that I'm alright...I'm just realizing that I'm still the same same same Lynn. Why aint I trusting!!!!