And so I am the same

Had a great weekend, with nice dinners and a great All England final. Tired but good. Lotsa lepaking...which i havent done for months.

And so its Monday again. Uni again, the week starts again.

Was about to retire to bed, and was just staring at my desktop wall paper. Brought back so much memories, and I started thinking...and darn, I just felt so down. Three years ago, it was me, but now, it may not be. The more i looked at the wallpaper, the sadder I became, and so I just had to change it. Cant bear looking at it and feeling sad again.

And so, I'm still the same...just the same as yesterday. Am I expecting to do something i never can?