Studying last night

I wonder when was the last time I had to sit down with a cup of ginseng bitter tea to keep me awake while memorizing a whole lot of notes. I think it was...in 2003 when I did my SAM pre-uni final paper. That was soooo long ago. Means all these times I have been slacking?? Eeeks!
I figured why I take so long to study. I spend half and hour dreaming away and doodling on my paper before finally taking the next 15 mins to understand and memorize the important points. So to do 15 mins of memorizing, I take...45 mins!
And I think, my little brain has deteriorated. I think I studied better last time, as in I could get facts into my head faster...Oh NooOoo! I'm becoming slow and stupid!!!
And yea, I wasted 45 mins last night trying to find a piece of paper where I wrote some notes down. That was just sooooo frustrating. I just knew it was on the table. I went through the huge pile of messy papers, looked on the floor, in between pages, under my text books, on my bed, under my bed...just EVERYWHERE. No paper.
My whole table just looked like it had been through a hurricane. I went through page by page...paper by paper. None. And just as I turned around in despair, there it was, firmly pinned to my pin board. Oh ya hor, I pinned it there so it wouldnt get lost! *DOINK!*
Hope I'll have a better day of studying today!
Blog later!