Finding comfort

My fingers are refraining from typing a text message. Over and over again, I browse through SMS.AC only to close that window because I change my mind. I admit I've nothing important to say, but I just feel like talking, or communicating. But I dont have a good reason to sms that person.

These few days...something's not right with me. Not just the sleeping problem, but I'm kinda getting pains in my abdomen, and little headaches? I dont know whether its just psychological from not sleeping. Or is it stress which I totally dont realize??
Exams are drawing near...is it exam stress??
Yea, how hard can a Coventry Uni exam be?? Thats the point!! Because its not expected to be of great standard, I've got to do well, I've got to get really high marks!! Even though it doesnt count to what degree I'm getting...I want to prove myself!

And so through all these bits and bumps of my last few weeks in Coventry before I finally get a break in the great land of Malaysia, I kinda wish that he's there when i want to talk to him. I dont want to demand his time anymore, I want him to have his life...but is it that hard supporting someone so far away?? I know i tried...

Maybe I shouldnt dwell in him, but rather dwell in the greater Him. I need comfort...