Feelings...deep down within...

This blog writes about my life and my true honest feelings, as transparent as I can be. Basically about my walk with Jesus, encounters with God, lessons learnt in life, my emotional breakdowns, and happy joyous occasions. Challenges faced everyday will truly be a great testimony of my life some day.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Can someone die of tiredness??

My plan to sleep early the last night did not work out. I went to bed at...9.30?? I was really tired alright, but just lay there tossing and turning. Tried watching some stuff to relax, listening to music, just lay there in silence...nothing seemed to work. I reckon I only fell asleep close to 1.

And so today, we were understaffed again. And lotsa washing and work...as usual. By the time I finished work, I was sooo tired. Thank goodess, my brother borrowed 'FOG' the company car back. Why its called FOG?? It's number plate spells FOG. Picked me up from work, and I tried to get smart by directing him without the navigation system...and so we took like 20 mins to get back?? I was just exhausted...

Just as he turned into my road, my whole body just gave in, and really, I felt like I was passing-out, I was dying. Tears of tiredness...I just remember mumbling to my bro "I'm dying...I'm dying..." and I could hear him asking... "are you sick?? where pain??" He literally had to carry me up the stairs and then, I just lay on my bed for...how long?? I dont know...I cant fall asleep, but I'm just so tired.

I think I'm really weak. Yea Ee Yan, laugh at me...I know I'm weak. :P

And many of you will be thinking..."Why doesnt she quit her job!!" Its like...I feel that I've got a responsibility, as in I've given in m notice that I'll be leaving on the 8th May, I dont think it will be responsible if i just quit earlier..??

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