Learning to trust God again

As Wei Liang mentioned, indeed it was a true breakthrough and revival. I thank God for the wonderful grace and power that He had shown all of us.
His presence was overwhelming, and really, i never ever experienced such a strong presence and revival. He spoke to each and every one of us...personally.

We left on Friday night. Weather was predicted to be bad (black ice on the road). Amazingly, the roads were dry and clear. Praise God! Reached there just in time before the hostel closed...again Praise God! It was kinda good that none of our phone's had reception(except people on 'three' network), as we really werent at all disturbed by any phone call etc.

If I were to tell everything that happened, its either I get tired of typing, or you get tired of reading. So...just a very short summary of what I experienced.

Saturday night, I believe was truly when God really touched all of us. I am amazed at how transparent the leaders were. Truly opening up their hearts humbling themselves. It just reminds me that I'm not the only one that is so imperfect. And I am not the only one struggling with my walk with God.

One great thing God has put into my heart, is the word trust. How I always say that I'm struggling to lay everything down at the feet of Jesus, and how I'm wrestling with God in the process. I guess it is because I dont trust God enough to let Him be in controll. And trully, God has planted a very big sense of security and trust in my heart. And sometimes, instead of ranting about all my problems and continuously complain to God, I learnt that there should be a time, where i should just be quiet, be still...and let Him speak to me. Often, I think that God didnt listen, or God isn't showing me anything...but, it is actually me, not listening and not being still to listen.

But as I told a friend...it is sooooooo difficult being still when problems are overwhelming. Think of it as falling into quicksand. The more you move, or try to get out, the more you sink. But if u just stay still and let someone help u out, you will be able to get out.