Going away for the weekend...

Will be going away for the weekend to Peak District. Just to see the beautiful scenery of mountains, and to really have a good fellowship with my fellow cell members.

Kinda getting excited to see what God has in store for us. And after a very lazy laid back week, i think it is a good time to get back on track and out of the lazy hole(my room).

Was just going through the topic on 'yielding' to God. Areas in my life where I find it so hard to give up and surrender. Things that I hold so close to my heart, things that are so dear to me...it is really really hard to give it up. Sometimes, I just choose not to admit that its pulling me away from Jesus because I so love it. Or sometimes, I just choose to completely ignore it because I just love it so much. But today, I finally had the courage to talk about it...and although I kinda doubt that I would fully surrender it(I dont trust myself), I am willing to try...and really, this time I cant try alone.

I took 40 mins to write an email, thinking hard on what to write...and having wrestles/arguments with God throughout the writing process... And even after sending that email, I'm still wrestling with God on what I have written...

Life doesn't get any more complicated, does it...