Feelings...I have none

My thoughts are blank...I feel like I'm dead. I don't know what my feelings are, I have no emotions, I dont feel like doing anything, more like I dont know what to do.

Coming back to an empty room and having nothing to do...I just feel like going out somewhere or talking to someone or doing something. But there's nothing to do(assignments dont count), and there's nobody to talk to, and there's no where to go. I feel like saying, "Come ma, lets go Parkson." Or maybe just calling Paul up to crap, or calling Ee Yan to ask him to come over or go mamak. How about watching tv with papa...that would be fun too!! I wish...

I'm stoning here, thinking of what to do...Reading week is next week...means that I'll be off. And internet should be back by next week. BUT, I think Ee Yan's orientation is next week...which means I wont get to properly talk to him...till week after next.

I'm feeling blank...and empty!