Feelings...deep down within...

This blog writes about my life and my true honest feelings, as transparent as I can be. Basically about my walk with Jesus, encounters with God, lessons learnt in life, my emotional breakdowns, and happy joyous occasions. Challenges faced everyday will truly be a great testimony of my life some day.

Monday, April 04, 2005

No sense

*WARNING*
This will be such a disjointed post, and will probably make totally no sense

There was a sale in Iceland today. Carried lotsa heavy stuff back, and feeling absolutely stupid, coz it wasnt that cheap after all.

I'm labled a control freak. Yea, and so I think I am.

I am utterly confused with my stands. Because I am such a control freak, I try not to be, and realize that I am not such a control freak after all. And after I realize that, someone tells me I am a control freak again. So...am I a control freak?

I've lost a bit of the passion to go home. Maybe its just today...

Vege's are getting cheap in the market. I'm going to get some more tomorrow.

I dont look so forward to going home anymore, maybe coz i hate to think that things will turn out worse.

I think I'm pesimistic now.

And the word control freak is playing in my mind over and over again...

I think I AM a control freak, so congratulate me!

lynn blogged @ 16:35  

3 Comments:

  • At 16:59, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Dear Lynn

    Are you ok? Your post does not make anysense to me. Cool down ok dont freak yourself up you will be ok.Times like this i think you should just drop what you are doing now get an galss of water and think about what you are doing. The future is unknown but the are hope with we cling on that can help us persevere ahead. Why dont you just come home and meet a friend who cares. Hey! you promised me already you must come back! Take cares ok. I am not having a good time myself but i believe that the end of the day it was not such a bad day after all.
    God Bless

    A friend who cares........

     

  • At 23:12, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Dear Lynn

    Are you ok? Your post does not make anysense to me. Cool down ok dont freak yourself up you will be ok.Times like this i think you should just drop what you are doing now get an galss of water and think about what you are doing. The future is unknown but the are hope with we cling on that can help us persevere ahead. Why dont you just come home and meet a friend who cares. Hey! you promised me already you must come back! Take cares ok. I am not having a good time myself but i believe that the end of the day it was not such a bad day after all.
    God Bless

    A friend who cares........

     

  • At 23:23, Blogger lynn said…

    Hey,

    I'm alright, aint got to worry about me :) Hope you're doing alright too. Talk soon ok? You take care...I'll be back in no time! :) God bless!

     

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